KARA: October 2013

Sunday 6 October 2013

131006 Nicole with her friend Sharon

131006 Nicole twitter update

my precious kamilia

i made u worried with the kara contract and disbandment issues. . . and hurting u, i'm sorry.
i was working hard doing my activities as a kara member and the japan tour will start soon, when suddenly news about my withdrawal and contract issue surfaces, i was taken aback and loss for words too. however i want to convey my feelings so i write this.

the most important thing. . .i started as a kara member and i want to end it as a kara member too. but when i saw the interview between the reporter and the representative (of the company) about how i will leave kara because i don't renew the contract with the current company. . i was very frustated and confused. . .

Contract with DSP it's not a contract as KARA only but it's also a contract as an artist. i was thinking on whether there is a way for me to be able to continue with the group that i've been together until now although i'm not the company's artist .
i'm just one person. i think just because of me, one person, kara should not disband or change. i was thinking whether it's possible to separate the contract between myself as an artist and as kara member, i've tried to separate my personal things with official things.

i still have lots of goals. while doing my best for kara activities i want to make myself again. i think for that i need lots of time and effort. . .that's why since i want to invest for my future, i decided to not renew my contract with DSP.

as a kara member i received lots of love from kamilia and i want to show u an even better me, however this slowly become bigger and hurt all of you and me too... my heart feels heavy.
i was really hurt too listening to various talks about the contract, withdrawal, member changes, etc . .i think the group called KARA it's not a one person's thing. that's why i had the same thoughts like above since i'm a kara member too and i'm responsible for kara's name.

however if everyone and kara's representative disagree with me and thinks this is impossible, i will come back as a person called Jung Nicole.

regardless of my contract status with the company, i promise i will do my activity as a kara member. i do love kara, now and always will, and i'm happy doing activity as a kara member. . . KARA is a very meaningful thing for me .

thank you to those who love me and supporting me. . .

trans by yooniqda